feels

well i can honestly say that this has been the longest and hardest year of my life. but for those of you that know me, you know i dont like talking about feelings so ill leave you with this. Im so grateful for this church. i have far from a perfect testimony, im far from a perfect member and im definitely far from being a perfect missionary, but this year with everything that has happened, taught me exactly that. Life is not perfect. I think alot of times we say that just because im a member, nothing bad is ever going to happen or because i go to church every week life will always be happy. But realistically its not always gonna be like that.  Sometimes we can do everything exactly right and were still gonna face challenges. The most important thing is that we keeping moving forward with faith. Its been rough but im trying to do that and i know that all will be well in the end. Love you guys and im sorry, thats as mushy as ill get in my emails i promise.

the boys at Picacho